沉默是金?

道歉，是一种风度。

道歉的本意是为了化解矛盾，解决问题，

而不是让人拿来当成话柄，来奚落道歉者，

甚至以“道歉的诚意”之名，

要求道歉者百般讨好，或借机对他冷嘲热讽，百般凌辱。

曾几何时，这样的价值观，已经不存在于我们的社会，

成王败寇的观念，

又是何时悄悄地蚕食我们的脑袋，在里面根深蒂固？

我让步，并不表示我屈服，

我沉默，并不表示我软弱。

我可以向你道歉，但不要指望我卑躬屈膝，

但你如果硬是要抓住我的弱点大做文章，

那很对不起，我对这种无意义的口舌之战没兴趣，

因为我不想跟你落得一样的水准。

仅以这篇文章，致于全天下的小人，

不管你是当道的，落魄的，还是在暗地里行动的小人。

让我们一起来大喊“小人万岁！”

当然，

如果你觉得跟我一起喊有失你尊贵的小人身份的话，

我明白的，

毕竟我们本来就不是同一个档次的。

This is to remind myself

This is gonna stay on my wall for a few weeks to motivate myself to study:














Yes.I am working my ass off trying to memorize tons who-cares-about-that Ethics,codes and regulation just to ace in my final exam.Go on call me kiasu if that would please you.But at the end of the day,who isn't?Don't tell me "Result is not everything".Yeah go on telling that to your boss and job interviewers.That just don't work in the real world my dear.Maybe you should just go back to your castle and continue with your daydreaming.
Back to the studying.Ciao!

Just some thoughts

*Warning:This is a post with a lot of gibberish talk,do not proceed if you do not wish to be bored*

It's has been a while since I updated my blog properly,a lot has happened since then.

Well,school days is pretty much the same,same old shitty schedule and the never-ending assignments and tests*eyes rolling*.But despite the workload,I have come to realize that I actually grow to like the course*hehe :-)*,well maybe not so much of the social part.I have met so many peoples,the friendly one,the not-so-friendly one,the shy one, and etc etc.There are times that I feel uncomfortable when I am in a crowd,there are times that I feel uncomfortable when I have to speak out,it's hard for me,but I know I will have to do it,slowly, step by step.Because the path I am gonna embark is gonna be a hard one,it takes a lot of courage,no one is gonna be there to teach you how to do this,how to do that,I guess you just have to figure that out for yourself,and the social thingy is not just gonna happen like that overnight,it takes some trial and error before you can actually get the hang of it.

So anyway,I have been reading a lot.When I say a lot I seriously mean A LOT.I think i seriously need to cut down on the reading time,because even my brother is complaining that I spent too much time on reading.Yes you heard me.It's my brother who is complaining.The one who would drive me to bookstore,buy me books for my birthday,lend me his collection of Sherlock Holmes(I never give it back,hehe)is complaining that I read too much.Guess I will have to switch off the reading button for the moment eh?Well exams are coming soon,so I guess yeah:-)

Another thing that I have been doing too often is watching football match~~Football is a ♥ wei~~I guess my love for football just escalated after the worldcup.♥ I would set my alarm clock and watch the match, sometimes even 4 in the morning.Sounds crazy eh?Well,that's how crazy I am.Haha~There was once that I missed 3 important matches in a row, and I was sulking for the rest of next day.Well,now that doesn't happen anymore because I have my own personal live updater!!*Awesomeness!!* Haha~It's actually a good thing that you found someone who shares the same enthusiasm,I loike the football talks we have on msn,all the threatenings and betting stuffs for the team we supported,and the wake up calls and messages when match is in early morning.Lol~:-)

Oh well,so much for the ranting and crapping,till next time!!Ciao~~~

You.Me.Us

I am always a little silly and stupid for you.

When it's you,I couldn't say no.

Whenever I tried to escape from you,I always found myself back at square.

But did you really care about that?

Maybe yes,maybe no,I don't know.

Maybe you wouldn't even notice.

I kept it all inside,day after day,scared to let it flow,

because I know we wouldn't be the same anymore if I did.

But somehow I just got tired,

there is only so much I can bear before I let it go.

It might hurts,it might bleeds,

I might be all shattered,

but here I am,slowly picking myself up,

I ain't no superwoman,

I am just a small girl reaching for a big dream,

looking for a place that fits.

Crap

I feel so tired of everything,I feel like giving up,
but sadly,giving up is not even an option for me.
I don't have the freedom to make mistakes,
and now I have don't even have the freedom to give up.
Sad enough huh?
Hell yeah.
I am just a pathetic loser that doesn't worth anyone's time.
Leave me alone.

蝶

(我求你,
不要走，
留在我身边,
不要走,不要走
不要飞离我的世界。)

这双翅膀，
是我不能改变的宿命，
颠沛流离的命运，
并非我所能支配，
千言万语，
也只有一句对不起，
是我负了你。

(你可知道,
你的离去，
会把我生命中的一切都带走，
我的欢笑，我的眼泪，
我的一切。)

(当回忆只剩下沉默的痛，
生命对我而言，
像张苍白而空洞的脸谱，
不是没有情绪，
只是我已不懂如何去表达。)

命运,对我而言
是无奈的枷锁，
或许我只能像风信子一样，
随风飘散，
到世界的另一头
等待，
那永恒的相聚。