1108,我十九岁了。
下午，老爸老妈分别打了两通电话来，只为了祝他们的宝贝女儿生日快乐。挂了电话，忧郁的情绪来的让我措手不及，回想起过去十八年的点点滴滴，让我红了眼眶。，自以为是的我，常常在不经意间伤了你们，有太多悔恨,也有太多不该，而你们却总是包容我的一切。在我成功的时候，你们总是给于我最响亮的掌声；在我跌得遍体鳞伤的时候，你们会心疼的抱我入怀，为我擦去眼角的泪。有你们这样的父母，是我今生最大的骄傲。请你们给我多点时间证明我自己，到时我将会站在梦想的顶端，让你们以我为荣。
回首这几年，我有一班肝胆相照的好友，从你们身上，我学会了包容，理解和尊重。我们曾一起经历欢笑，也经历了挫败，虽然如今我们天各一方，也各自走向不同的道路，但我们共同经历的一切，将成为我生命里一道永亘的风景。你们远隔千里的生日祝福，也为我这个在异乡的生辰，注入一阵的暖流。谢谢你们！
十九岁的天空，或许有太多的阴晴不定；十九岁的道路，可能有太多的艰难。但是我相信，只要我怀着梦想，怀着对生命的热忱，一遍又一遍地尝试，总有一天，我会走出属于我自己的道路，一条通往梦想彼岸的路。
『十九寒暑应自立
羽翼渐丰待高飞。』
欣，
草于二零零九年十一月八日。
Sunday, November 8, 2009
Saturday, April 11, 2009
10th April 2009,a memorable day.
10th April 2009 ,I failed my law test.My favourite shoes got spoiled by my neighbour's dog.My first physics quiz result didn't turn out as good as I expected.And the worst of all,I noticed a crack on the external case of my laptop,and one side of it statrted to fell off!!!
Yea,BAD DAY indeed.
To most of my friend,I may appear to be the happy-go-lucky type of person.But deep down in my heart,I know that is not the truth.I hate failures.I hate the feelings when everything is out of control.Sometimes I refuse to try out something new,because I am afraid.What if people laugh at me if I failed?What if I don't get a good outcome? I might disappoint those around me,those who have their expectation on me.And the most important thing is,I am afraid that I might let myself down.
Yea I know,weird right?But that's me.I can't help it,although this is such a stupid and foolish attitude.Because of this attitude,I missed so many good things of of my life.I am so busy gusessing what people think about me,until I forgot to enjoy my life.I have decided that I'm not gonna let this stupid attitude ruin my life.I am so tired of live under other's expectation for 18 years.After today,I will try not to force myself to live up to other's expectation,but I will rather live up to God's will.I believe if I leave my life in god's hand,he will choose the best path for me.
Because he is my savior,and he love me very much.
"Look at the birds of the air; they neither sow nor reap nor gather into barns, and yet your heavenly Father keeps feeding them. Are you not worth much more than they?
Matthew 6:26
Yea,BAD DAY indeed.
To most of my friend,I may appear to be the happy-go-lucky type of person.But deep down in my heart,I know that is not the truth.I hate failures.I hate the feelings when everything is out of control.Sometimes I refuse to try out something new,because I am afraid.What if people laugh at me if I failed?What if I don't get a good outcome? I might disappoint those around me,those who have their expectation on me.And the most important thing is,I am afraid that I might let myself down.
Yea I know,weird right?But that's me.I can't help it,although this is such a stupid and foolish attitude.Because of this attitude,I missed so many good things of of my life.I am so busy gusessing what people think about me,until I forgot to enjoy my life.I have decided that I'm not gonna let this stupid attitude ruin my life.I am so tired of live under other's expectation for 18 years.After today,I will try not to force myself to live up to other's expectation,but I will rather live up to God's will.I believe if I leave my life in god's hand,he will choose the best path for me.
Because he is my savior,and he love me very much.
"Look at the birds of the air; they neither sow nor reap nor gather into barns, and yet your heavenly Father keeps feeding them. Are you not worth much more than they?Matthew 6:26
Thursday, January 29, 2009
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